November 2010
1 post
Hi,
It has been long, very long, since my last post. Guess blogging ain’t the same anymore, not like last time, if you know what I mean.
Anyways, the parents are leaving tomorrow. Not sure if I should be happy or sad. Happy for them of course, but I have a strong feeling, that I’ll be one of those tearing tomorrow.
It is said that going on Haj is like going to war, you’ll never...
August 2010
7 posts
We're almost there,
1 month plus now, to the end of SIP, but somehow, I dont want it to end. Then again, going to school beats flying anyday!
The fasting month’s ending too, it’s been 2 weeks already. Been spending the past few days with the st45 guys, made me feel like we were back in secondary school, except with real bikes now, as compared to the ones we used to ride.
And talking to them really...
6 weeks,
Time is weird. It always does the opposite of what you want. If you want to go slow, it kinda speeds up and leaves you wondering at the end, on how you spent it.
And it’s 6 weeks to end of SIP. And while eceryone is looking forward to October 1st, I’m not really that excited. Yes I do miss school and all, but I kinda enjoy it here at Tiger, I dont mind actually, working for $500/month...
July 2010
10 posts
I always miss out on raw potential, until it's out...
Forward thinking, I suck at that, gah!
It's a 3 man race,
So please, get up and start taking things seriously.
Do what we’ve planned to do, instead of giving excuses. We’re way behing now, and I fear that we might not be able to make it. You don’t do your part, then you get agitated and angry when we ask if you did. Sometimes, I don’t get you. That’s why I’m always the one who has to choose sides and I’m jumping...
@hzeera
Cause you’re the only one I know who still reads this shit, haha, and it’s too long to type in twitter.
2 windows, one with blinds and frosted glass, I can never get a clear view of what’s inside. I get past the blinds only to see the frosted glass. And the other one is a small window, located high upon the wall, reachable, yet too small to squeeze thru. How?
Macam cool to...
The window's open,
all’s clear for now. So what, go or no go? Or should I just focus on the one that I shut momentarily and cover with blinds?
The thought of you is still lingering,
In my head, I see you all over me, In my head, you fulfill my fantasy
I haven’t really let go yet, for I know if I do, then I’ld need to find a replacement for that empty void. So I’ld rather you remain there, as small as you might be, then be gone, for now at least.
Then again, I don’t see the need to do all those stuff all over again. The effort and time, just...
You can't run forever,
And so reality’s caught up with us. Just when we were starting to adapt and enjoy the flying, the MakPuki has to suddenly drop the reality ticking time bomb. We’re left with 2 months or so, and we seem to be the least done with everything.
Then again, I was stoning when we were being shot at, and I was just repeating whatever was being said. Alas, fatigue is kicking in, then again,...
June 2010
22 posts
We're all the same, one way or another;
Back from one of the most awesome fridays ever! 4 cars and 1 bike; Simpang bedok, marina barrage, henderson waves, changi airport and jalan kayu all in one night. Fuel macam free like that.
I’ld like a repeat of this someday. You know I was thinking, why not make this a monthly affair, like crubbing, hmm. 2 awesome weekends, one for crubbing, one for awesome road trips around Singapore. The...
We should take this more seriously,
My life currently rotates around flying, sleep and using the lappie. It’s mundane and routine, yet the days seem to pass by surprisingly fast. Wake up, go for flight, come back, use the lappie, realise it’s quite late, go sleep, wake up, go for flight, come back, and so on and so forth, you get the picture.
Off days on the other hand are spent sleeping, like I dont sleep enough like...
You were better off when I was hanging around,
The throat’s getting sore. I must be getting sick. Oh fcuk damn. I’ll eat ice cream tommorow, what doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger.
Perth ain't that bad after all,
despite the long hours, approx 5 hours each sector, but if the crew you’re flying with are awesome, then the flight would be too. I had like 4 meals on board, and I wonder how I put on weight even thou I skip meals and sleep for long hours on off days.
Anyways, I’m sexcited, for sat. Let’s make it a good one!
Hey look,
You seem to be looking more and more fine by the day. Seems like it’s quite happening at your side, it’s the same old same old for me I guess. Just that there’s something different to look towards to during the weekends, thou I might be working on those days.
One day, one day I promise myself, I’ll talk to you again, as friends this time. No more awkward-kawan-feeling...
South Africa, you should have won.
Today was a good day. I don’t know, but I felt that I played well, like seriously damn good. If only every Friday was like this.
And the world cup’s started, south africa were the better team, like seriously. Oh wells, that’s what happens in soccer.
Waiting is good, but for how long more?
It’s either you wait and wait and wait, or just take the chance and ask. If all goes well, then lucky you, if the opposite happens, at least you know you didn’t waste that much time waiting.
You know I know,
I know you know, it’s like ted and robin having sex after breaking up. When 2 ex-es get together again, there’s always someone who’ll get hurt. Poor barney.
It's the people,
that makes a sucky job fun. Can’t say that what I’m currently doing is the best or preferred job I’ld like to do in the future, but at least for the next 4 months, I guess the ‘people’ would be the most important factor in helping me to outlast my time here.
Because if I post this on twitter, nahh;
You look good today, as always. Maybe it’s cause we haven’t met in awhile. Then again, part of me regretted letting you go just like that. I felt awkward, not sure if you did, but we did avoid contact till towards the end? Stupid side effects. Oh wells, what’s done is done. A good horse doesn’t eat gostun grass. Let’s not contradict ourselves shall we?
I don't know,
who reads this space here anymore. Then again, I don’t really care much bout who reads it and stuff.
SIP’s being a bitch. The job’s okay actually, but I’m making it sound so dreadful. But really, I can survive the next few months, what doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger. Still can’t deny the fact that you’re working at odd hours and when everyone...
May 2010
3 posts
Closure, temporarily,
I feel like closing this blog, cause it no longer serves me as it did the last time. I’ve got to agree, it was kind of a trend thing, everyone was using it at one point of time, but now, it’s kinda dead I guess, blah.
So yeah, life’s really mundane now and I’ve outgrown the habit of writing what I do everyday online. I’ve got to do it in my SIP logbook now, that is...
April 2010
6 posts
I cried,
The best camp, yet not really camp experience ever. We had fun and lots of laughter, which really bonded us together, and also tears at the end, which was good I felt. As I was able to express myself to the 2 most awesome-est seniors you could ever find.
The 1st night was not what I originally expected, but so was the teary exchnage at the end of the camp. I wasn’t expecting to cry, but...
Tiger treats at 6 bucks,
Hi, welcome on board Tiger Airways, your preferred budget airline from Spore. Here, we serve you a variety of food and beverages and also duty-free products, some of which are only made exclusively for Tiger. We also accept foreign currency and credit card payments too, but up to $300.
Rawr!
Tiger’s energy draining, it’s not as easy as it seems.
It's gonna rain yet again,
The match yesterday was like a training session pretty much, hah, but we were not really tested. Anyways, it’s a another victory for us, a morale booster. Headed to lounge to join Novir for dinner.
And I going to spend my last saturday at bedok swimming complex, sleeping the day away, sad huh? Well, I’m looking forward to the start or internships, but at the same time, I wish it...
March 2010
32 posts
Before I go to sleep
melisssachon:
If there’s just one piece of advice i can give you, it’s this: when there’s something you really want, fight for it. Don’t give up. No matter how hopeless it seems. And when you’ve lost hope, ask yourself if ten years from now, you’re going to wish you gave it one more shot, because the best things in life, they don’t come free.
Hmm…This post and the one before seems...